People used to tell me that my blog differs from all the others in a good way because I CAN write. In my opinion (and I think a lot of people would agree with me) blogging is not only about pretty pictures, but also about personality. Us, bloggers have a right to share our opinions: to criticize, uplift and share our insights on various topics. Sadly, most bloggers are incapable of using this right. Some blame the lack of time, but honestly, it‘s just that plain disability to express one's thoughts on a sheet of paper. I can say the same thing, that I don‘t have time to write decent pieces, because of my university and many many other different things, but honestly, I don‘t find time for the things that I‘m unwilling to do. And no one can be blamed for it. Everyone has their moments: when you are simply uninspired to do anything. The only thing that can be labeled as the biggest distraction towards creating is – happiness. When you are completely content with your life it‘s almost impossible to create something great, because you already feel complete with whatever it is that you are doing.

And now I am happy.

Of course, it doesn‘t mean that I already have everything I‘ve ever wanted – not at all. My goals are much greater than getting into UAL (Univeristy of the arts London). However, I‘m not yet willing to share them with you guys. Because like I said some things are worth keeping to yourself, until they actually happen, because the worst thing that we can possibly do is to expect something, either from others or just in general. These false expectations are exactly what puts us down. We create this fantasy, where everything works out perfectly fine, but in reality, it never does, because life is never a fantasy. Life is many tears, laughter, kisses and huge dramas... It's never a movie, nor it has a happy ending because the ending of something itself is considered to be sad.

What I want to say with this post is that - don‘t feel obligated to fulfill someone‘s expectations or make them happy, because – THIS IS NOT YOUR GOAL. Be content with yourself and the ones around will get the same feeling automatically.

Also, today I‘m wearing wonderful Agnes Flick combo alongside with belt and Polette sunglasses. Giveaway coming soon, so stay updated & motivated!

Photos taken by wonderful Jonathan Faulkner.

Much love,

Top & Trousers: Agnes Flick
Sunglasses: Polette 
Shoes: Public desire
Photographer: Jonathan Faulkner

Explore more, expect least

16 October 2016 London, UK

So, everything is not quite as glamorous as it seems ...

And no, London is just as I expected it to be. Every place can be both magical and trashy at the same time, but it only depends on the way you look at things. Staying positive may be the hardest thing when you are being turned down for a hundred times in the row, but the ones who are still capable of believing in themselves after uncountable failures - make it. Well, at least this is what I believe in, or I chose to believe. That's the only thing that keeps my head high up. But let's not get into that this time.

I usually never get into the details about my life in London, my studies or how my day looks like because I've no idea if anyone would be interested in it and also I still feel like some things I have to keep for myself. Maybe as I get deeper into the university life I will share some details or tips.

And now... Just wait and see what happens.

This time, I had pleasure working with another Lithuanian clothing brand Top To Bottom, which creates wonderful ''multi dresses''. Each dress has many different ways of wearing it and that's what makes them interesting! So, if you haven't heard of this brand before, you should definitely check it out. And yes, I know that I've just uploaded a look with a coat, but couldn't resist shooting this dress, even though it was quite cold.

That's it for this time.


P.S. Still searching for a fashion photographer in London, so if you know anyone hit me up!

Dress: Top To Bottom
Shoes: Public desire
Photographer: Aiste Biskyte

Fighting for my way through

10 October 2016 London, UK

Today is exactly two weeks since I've moved to London and I still can't believe it. In a good way obviously, but still... I just can't stop using the word crazy, because it is 'crazy' that dreams actually do come true. I've just started fashion bags and accessories course at University of the arts London (LCF), however as much as I like bags, I still feel like I belong at womenswear, so I'll try switching from for second semester. To be honest, there are no deep thoughts going on my mind, no nothing just complete dedication and realization how hard I will have to work in order to actually get somewhere.

Everything is still quite confusing, but I know I'll make it, because I have no other choice, really. Then again, everyone comes here expecting for the same thing and most of them just get devastated and disappointed with the lifestyle and its fast pace. Coming from quite a small town is not an easy thing to get used to London, but I think that so far I'm doing just fine. Still positive and as motivated as I've always been. The competition is obviously huge, but that's exactly what keeps one going.

I just honestly have this good feeling about everything.

These photos were still taken back in Lithuania by Deimante Dubauskaite. However, new projects are coming soon! Also, introducing amazing belts! Hope you enjoy!



My second week in a big city

30 September 2016 London, UK

 So London is crazy. It‘s the first time that I‘m directly blogging from here. Been super busy with everything and my thoughts are just all over the place, that is the reason that I haven‘t posted in a while, even though I have had the photos I‘ve wanted to share with you guys, the whole time.

It still feels like I‘m dreaming like I‘m going to wake up any moment soon and realize that I‘m back home. And the fact that I‘ve finally turned this huge dream of mine into reality is just insane, that is why it is so hard for me to realize that I‘ve finally made it. Something I‘ve been dreaming of for over eight years now is not a dream anymore.

I‘ve only been here for three days now, so it‘s really nothing yet. My course at the university starts at 26th of September, meaning I still have a little bit of time to explore London. Which, I will willingly do. Also,I‘m searching for photographers and makeup artists that would be willing to work with me in London, long term. So if you know anyone tag them in the comments below ar email me at

This time, I’m sharing photos which were taken back in Lithuania in collaboration with Ramune Piekautaite and COCKOO.

As a designer Solveiga defines her jewellery brand, COCKOO grows out of something organic, structured, sensual and minimal.  Each piece is made with love. Handmade // wild and free. See for yourself!

Much love from London,

 Sweater, skirt, belt & top: Ramune Piekautaite
 Jewellery: COCKOO

From London, with love

19 September 2016 London, UK

I often feel guilty of being my age: being too cheerful, too positive, too motivated or too much in love, because I am constantly being told that people my age can't be this or that. I am not supposed to give in myself completely into something I believe in. I am not supposed fall in love. I am not supposed to do the things I‘m doing and be actually good at them because I am just too young. Too young to be in love, too young to be so passionate and dedicated to others and myself.

Am I older inside? Am I supposed to be older in order to fit in anywhere? Well, I believe that it doesn't really matter, because no matter my age, appearance and all those other artificial things I won't be able to fit in, just because. I am too much. Too much of a plain human being.

But imagine... At least just for a moment. You have achieved everything you‘ve ever wanted, but you don‘t have love, you have no one who would actually care about your sorrows or achievements. You have no one who you could spoil with your attention. Would it still be that meaningful life you‘ve always wanted? And I‘m not talking about that unrealistic love nowadays society made you believe in. Those fake flowers, fake plush toys – fake happiness. It makes you believe that you need that kind of attention, but you don‘t. You have to be strong on your own and you have to love yourself first in order to love someone else. Maybe it was my fault, that I didn‘t love myself first, before falling in love. I forgot myself completely and all that I could have give was my love alone. However, when I lost it, I felt like I‘ve lost everything, lost my purpose in life. But I was wrong. And it was wrong kind of love. But one fact that I‘ve realized is that I‘m capable of love and that is all you need to know, because it‘s the most beautiful thing, how something can empower you so much and at the same time destroy you. But isn‘t it interesting? Isn‘t it what makes life so unpredictable?

And now, some thoughts on fashion. Recently I had pleasure working with two amazing Lithuanian designers: Melita Rus under the name of Mellow. and Ramune Piekautaite.

Mellow. accessories, as a designer states, are made for the ones who want embrace every second of their exciting lives ‘here and now’, the ones who value uniqueness, not the number of carats and hallmark. Not everything that is worth having has a hallmark, and not everything that is eye-catching has carats. These accessories are made from cables, construction glue, silicone and screws, which are accentuated by carbines and cable tightening details. For every eclectic style lover there’s also added ‘Swarovski’ pearls, natural mineral stones and crystals. Personally, I believe that being exceptional and unique nowadays is almost impossible in the fashion world, but jewelry designer Melita Rus, by the name - Mellow. manages to stay true to her own concept just perfectly. Melita also stands out with the choice of materials, used to create her wonderful pieces. New Mellow. season is coming soon, so make sure you submit to & stay updated!

House of Ramune Piekautaite is usually described as a romantic one and full of feelings. The designer itself has been working in the fashion industry for a long time, that is why she‘s so good at what she does. Clothes of Ramune Piekautaite are also being named as a modest luxury. That is why they fit me & my personality so well.

In the pictures below you can also see some makeup items that my lovely makeup artist and friend - Egidijus has been using. They are from Rodial cosmetics. You should definitely check out this high end skincare and makeup brand for many reasons! Since 1999 Rodial has an extensive celebrity following and global reach with a presence in more than 3,000 doors and 35 countries worldwide.

Hopefully you’ll find this information useful!


Jewelry: Mellow.
Makeup: Rodial
Shoes: Vagabond
Photo:  Deimante Dubauskaite IDEAphoto

Also credits goes to my wonderful makeup artist Egidijus Krocas and Junora beauty lab!

Craving for happiness

11 September 2016 Kaunas, Lithuania

I constantly keep telling myself to stop comparing my looks ar actions to others, stop listening to negative comments, simply forget those, who has no wish to stay in my life and let go of those who do, but only drag me down.

But it just doesn't happen.

Yes, I know nothing is overnight, but many years passed and the only thing that changed is that I only became more and more indifferent to other people's problems, their feelings... Why? Simply because many people were indifferent to mine, many deceived me, cheated on me or just left when I needed them the most. And how can you trust anyone, and especially invite someone new into your life, after everything you had to endure with? You know, they say that everyone is different and some of the people remain trustworthy, but they still share the same problem - they are just people. Sure, when I manage to clear my head I tend to experience marvelous things, but most of the time my head feels like a boiling pot. If anyone knows a secret to finding peace within yourself, feel free to share your thoughts with me.

However, it is not only that I became indifferent, I grew stronger and more independent, because that's what you get when trying to do everything on your own, but I am extremely grateful for all of those amazing people I had a chance meeting and even more grateful for those who stayed with me throughout everything.

And for this post, I'd like to thank Sandra Yushka, Public desire, CASEDE and to wonderful makeup artist Egidijus Krocas!


Back to black

31 August 2016 Kaunas, Lithuania

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